Maybe I've hit a wall

Something has to change. Something has to happen. The last couple of weeks I have felt increasingly restless with things in general. The top thing on the list is my home life. I am very very unhappy with this situation and it has nothing to do with my parents specifically, who are nice people by the way, but I am a grown up and as I believe I have mentioned before, I do no feel like one when I'm here. And since I live here that's a huge problem.

The second thing on my list of major life issues is my job. I am at the point where I'm seriously considering looking for a different job. I know that may sound silly in these economic times, but I am very tired of the BS that goes on there. I don't mean the BS with other employees, and the drama that goes on at the workplace, that is to be expected anywhere as far as I'm concerned and I can deal with that. I mean they can't decide what to do with me. My hours seem to vary almost weekly. They want me to have responsibilities, but they don't give me any benefits that go along with that. I could put up with most of the crap anyway if I was working consistant full time hours so I would be sure I could afford to move out and not struggle. I mean, if I move out and then I suddenly drop down to 25 hours a week or something I will not be in a good position. I just feel stuck. I feel like I've hit a wall. Nothing seems to be moving forward and it's driving me nuts. So I have to make some things happen for myself, I guess, and quit complaining about it.

There are many other smaller issues I have after the first and second ones I just described. Probably the largest of these is my personal life. I very nearly don't have one and I have decided I need to find ways of getting out and meeting more people. But not just any people, I really want to meet people I have things in common with. I like very few people that I meet, so maybe if I meet people that I know ahead of time share some of my interests, we'll hit it off. Who knows, right? I can't keep sitting around lonely and bored waiting for things to happen.